Saturday, January 9, 2010

The Latest Edition

I have 39 chapters to read tonight. The first 30 chapters of Genesis, and the first 9 chapters of Matthew.
This morning, I got to school early and read the first four chapters of Genesis, so maybe this won't be as bad as I'm thinking.

This point was given by a friend a few days ago and I was a bit taken aback because I never thought of it this way.

"And the LORD God said,
Behold, the man is become as one of Us,
to know good and evil: and now,
lest he put forth his hand,
and take also of the tree of life,
and eat, and live for ever:" (Genesis 3:22)


So, does anyone know what God says Us?
Read that again; and think about it.








It's a classical English language reference, the language of kings and high powers in government. They always referred to themselves in third person as far as I understand. Now granted, I doubt they walked around and said things like "Henry would like some wine." or "James will be going hunting during the next fortnight.", but showing that they were a part of a whole even though they were the King or Queen of the nation.


Now, for those who don't know, third person is described as:


Third-person narration provides the greatest flexibility to the author and thus is the most commonly used narrative mode in literature. In the third-person narrative mode, each and every character is referred to by the narrator as "he", "she", "it", or "they", but never as "I" or "we" (first-person), or "you" (second-person).


So, what are they saying here? Third person may be hard to write in(for some), but it makes for wonderful stories and illustrations.

Outside of the
"he", "she", "it", or "they" you can describe third person in four ways, which are explained below:

The third-person modes are usually categorized along two axes. The first is the subjectivity/objectivity axis, with "subjective" narration describing one or more character's feelings and thoughts, while "objective" narration does not describe the feelings or thoughts of any characters. The second axis is between "omniscient" and "limited," a distinction that refers to the knowledge available to the narrator. An omniscient narrator has omniscient knowledge of time, people, places and events; a limited narrator, in contrast, may know absolutely everything about a single character and every piece of knowledge in that character's mind, but it is "limited" to that character—that is, it cannot describe things unknown to the focal character.



So, this makes sense for me to understand the basic reason as to why God used the word Us. It's not because he is more than one God, (Isaiah 45: I am the LORD, and there is none else, there is no God beside me) but because he is the omniscient narrator at this point in Genesis (if you want to look at it from solely a literature side).

To sum all of this into a single statement, as I know my thoughts are scattered, 'Us' in Genesis 3:22 does not throw out the validity of one God nor does it validate the argument for the Trinity.

Friday, January 1, 2010

New Year. New Start. (Just Like Every Other Year)

It is now January 1st 2010.
And I'm starting over with this blog. I don't feel he need to go back and erase anything, because even though they may not be the fondest of memories, they are in fact memories, facts and stories I don't want purged.

I'm fighting my computer while typing this as I'm trying to upload some files and it's decided to take the better part of today (and yesterday) to get anywhere substantial. And it's just laaaggggiiiiinnnng because it can.

So lets see. Things I wanted to accomplish last year (but never did)
-Have a better GPA. (fat chance)
-Be in a substantial relationship (so close, but so far away)
-Lose about 10lbs, and keep it off for good. (So shoot for 20, and be happy with 20. Also didn't happen)
-Get smarter. (define smarter?)

Things I want this year.
-Still to get a better GPA
-Not fail Chemistry (!!!)
-Still get that relationship.
-And possibly lose a few pounds.

Numbers 1 and 2 go hand in hand. Plus, I need to really get Calculus right now too. Number 3, I don't now if it will ever happen, but I really hope so. Number 4 is pretty much a moot point, but why not add it just as a 'if all else fails' clause.


I keep getting 'Happy New Years!' texts and my neighbors are setting off fireworks still (Crazies!) and I'm just getting tireder. But that's probably a side effect of the drugs I'm on right now. Thank you Dr. Livesay for making my New Years a memorable one... or a not so memorable one. So far the only thing I remember is eating a piece of carrot cake, and asking (no begging) my sister to let me play the wii (the little Nazi won't share).

That's the extent of my New Years joy.
I have to work today. We'll see how that goes (that drugged up feeling better last my whole shift too)...


Much love to any and all that read
(or even skim) this.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Lets Start Over Again

Here it comes again. All over again.
I hate dealing with this, and I shouldn't have let myself cascade into to start with.
But oh man did I fall for you.
I can't lie to myself on that simplistic matter of all things.

As much as I want to say things might have changed between us had I told you myself, I don't think they really would have.
You would still be there. I, here.
Nothing would have ever been right again...

I can't say anything else.
I think it's because I don't know what to even say about you it.


Thursday, October 15, 2009

To: <3

I am confessing; I cannot stop loving you.
In case you forgot, you own a piece of my heart. I refuse to steal it back.
I hope you know the pain induced by this.
I cannot say I do not welcome this pain though, as it is perfect love.
Do you ache as I do? Do you realize what you hold in your hand?
Who can explain to you what you have in those small hands? Not I.

I am confessing; I will not stop loving you.
I willed these pieces to you. Are you holding tight to them still?
Are you caring for it? Nurturing it?
Maybe one day I'll find these pieces again. Or maybe, you will keep them for all eternity.
I find no problem with that plan.
I wanted you to know everything, from the depths of what heart I have left.



This is the first time I've written anything resembling prose poetry in almost 4 years. It came from a conversation with my best friend. The original is below. (It spurned from nowhere, to tell her how much I love her as a friend.)
CatielynnB: I'm having a hard time.
CatielynnB: but I just can't stop loving you
CatielynnB: it's just a well known fact
CatielynnB: that when someone owns a piece of your heart
CatielynnB: you can't just steal it back
CatielynnB: otherwise, they'll have an achy feeling
CatielynnB: they may not know where it came from
CatielynnB: or why it's there
CatielynnB: but they'll know
CatielynnB: that's why I'm leaving a part of my heart
CatielynnB: in your hands
CatielynnB: to care for
CatielynnB: and nurture
CatielynnB: and maybe one day, you'll give it back
CatielynnB: or maybe, you'll keep it for the rest of eternity
CatielynnB: and I have no problem with that whatsoever.
CatielynnB: I just wanted you to know
CatielynnB: from the depths of my heart
Her: o.o
(which is probably the best response ever. :D)